arg

my friend took this picture of the sky in Mexico. i thought i'd start out this blog with a beautiful sunset as i feel like i'm at a sunset going into night waiting for the dawn. *not really in a bad way*
so i don't really like packing. i've discovered this because i've been pretty much packing since april. on and off. i've also discovered that i'm a nester. i get settled into my surroundings SOOO well that when it is time to pack up and move out, it is figuratively like picking out and sorting the twigs and pits of fluff in a birds nest. i've only been living in this current dorm room *phase 2; room 202* for a week and a half *see previous post for move details*. i have also completely spread out. i have stuff in the 3 rooms of the dorm. i've also accumulated so much stuff over the summer that i wont be able to fit it all into the few bags i brought.

i'm really starting to feel the freak out of the big move to TN building up inside me. i keep pushing it away again because i have so much going on with ending my time here at GA Shakespeare.

this has been a pretty extreme summer. lots of new stuff, lots of learning, lots of discovery. i'm excited about UTK but i'm really nervous about the getting to know you time.

lines from the 4 shows keep popping in my head when the back of my brain thinks they are relevant and right now the line "it is an art of discovery, love, and i should be obscure" just popped in randomly. but it also seems to make since to how i'm feeling and what's all going through my head.

well tonight is the last night with the whole gang. we're going to the bar to celibate the summer and one of the actor's birthday. it should be fun. i wonder if i'll have the nerve to tell one person something i've wanted to tell them all summer. i guess we'll have to wait and see. :)